I hope all is well with everyone on here now. I haven't logged on since before i delivered my son. I delivered on oct. 14 and he was born a healthy 8 lbs 21 in. long boy. He's beautiful and i guess this is what i wanted most of my life, yet i am not happy at all. maybe i need a break, i don't know, but whatever the case may be i am unhappy and sad and in some physical pain as well. i need prayer via someone out there. I applied for a job position i been longing for, for sometime now that would help me out a good bit financially and i am qualified for the position but i didn't get the job. they sent me an email thursday to make me aware that they would leave my application on file for 90 days after that i would have to re apply if the position is re posted. This made me sad and a feeling of hopelessness came over me and has been here since. Its the holiday season and some one out there is obviously in a more challenging boat than i am in so please pray for them and keep me and mine in prayer. thank you.

A new child can be such a blessing. I have a 4 year old son myself along with two other children. I pray that you will find comfort in this difficult time that you are experiencing. Know that God is in charge and that although this time is tough. There is something out there for you.

I can tell you we are going through some pretty tough times. But God has always provided and whatever the circumstance we will be fine. I will certainly keep you in prayer and keep us posted on how things are going for you and your little one.

In Christ's service always...